Anonymous regret confession

I will always hate my parents a little bit for not letting me go with them to the hospital while na paternal grandpa was dying. I regret not fighting harder, even tho I nas 9 years old. Now I don't even remember our last conversation, his last words he spoke to me, the last time we huged, the last time I would sit on his lap snd play with his beard..I miss him so much every day of my life. I wish that I have had one last moment with him to remember. It's been 11 years since he passed, i am 20 now. Still angry with mx parents for not letting me go visit him. The only thing that stays is my faith in Lord and hope that we will meet again, some day.